Wednesday, March 12, 2008

The last couple months I've actually been happy and been able to accept that I've lost my boys but hearing this story yesterday about the mother who killed her five month old son because he was crying is just ripping my heart out. I don't understand how anyone can be so cruel. They are so fortunate to have this child. Children, they were twin boys and she killed one of them. Now that same question that was going through my mind for months after I lost Logan and Ryder is back. Why were they taken from me? Why do two sweet boys get taken from their mother who will love them unconditionally but are given to a mother who won't? I don't understand.

2 comments:

Laurie and Alan said...

You know what? I don't either. I guess it's because we live in a fallen world, by that I mean evil is all around and until we meet our maker we won't understand. I felt that way when Alan and I were unable to have a babe of our own, why God, why? But now we have our precious grand kids...
Life is really raw at times, I guess that's when we need to draw nearer to Him. I'll be praying for you Cheri, I too would have loved to meet your little boys.

Laurie

Aleah said...

I don't get it either.
Since having kids I have to turn the channel when the news starts reporting on those things having to do with children. I can't watch it.
Hope you're feeling better about today about all the unknowns.

Love,
Aleah